Peanut Butter Jelly Time!

Today was exceptionally hard, I think I stated that on Instagram just a little bit ago. I’m almost sure it’s because the new moon is in Capricorn. A down time of sorts, time to tie up loose ends and the preparation for new experiences. Everything is in decline now , all energy, emotions and physiological activity. So Bummer right... kind of, but it can get you prepared to start new things, and can get your head right before you jump into anything full force. Plus it being in Capricorn makes for an increase in solemity, harshness and presicion , add a a little fucked up mood of resistance and need for space. I’m talking like NASA.

All I’s need to be dotted and T’s crossed.

It is an amazing time for all things that call for a shit ton of effort, follow through and discipline, but do NOT believe that things will happen with out any pushback.

Now that that is out of the way, we can talk groceries. I waited till late to go to the grocery because I hate to go to the grocery when there’s a lot of people. It was a fast in and out mission, with a few select characters that made it totally worth my while.

I will say I broke a little tonight, still zero added sugar , or sugar at all, but I did reserve the right to get a few “cheat day” items as I would call them, I think I made good choices. Here’s the list:

Granny Smith apples

Green Bananas

Blackberries

Blueberries

Havarti and Mozzerella cheeses

Rx Bar ( Peanut Butter & Berries )

LaraBar ( Carrot cake )

Oven Roasted Buffalo Chicken (sliced)

one bag each of Doritos and Funyuns (I was blown away they had zero sugar)

and the best thing

one Lily’s 40% chocolate & milk bar with Salted Almonds, This chocolate bar does have a little bit of Stevia in it, zero sugar besides. I don’t think that’s too bad since I haven’t had any added sugar in four days. I’m going to eat the hell out of it ... not the whole thing at once, but I haven’t been this excited to eat a single piece of chocolate in my life.

Yoga , meditation and a card reading before bed should help me sleep. I cannot sleep for anything, maybe the chocolate will help me. Wonders never cease to amaze me. This journey so far has made me cry, scream, doubt myself. I woke up in a frenzy last night looking for food without sugar at 4:00 am. I drank a glass of unsweetened blueberry juice and went to bed.

Time to lock down and work for it, the discipline I am building now is preparing me just like the difficulty of last year humbled me for this new years’ stellar activities.

End Note

Be Well ♥️ Wonder