Like the Holocaust

The time has come to pullback all the layers to ward off all the fragments that have made you who you are ... to erase, erase the damages done. Replace it all with love, is that how we heal? Is that just the temporary answer, what really heals. Acceptance, of current situation and circumstances. I have learned that for sure, if you put anybody into a hard circumstance, it will change the way that they feel about the situation that they handling. The constant change of the way I process all of this new information astonishing. I am currently adapting to vowing myself the way others do, the introspective nature of the retreat I just took, was a learning experience. I realize that forgiveness is a gift. Forgetting doesn’t need to happen. Kind of like the holocaust, we need to remember that, that whack ass fucking madness that took place. So that we can keep it from happening again. Insanity has a very defined definition. My heart is broken at the moment for more than one reason, the people who I love are so few. I just Imagine my heart has to be hardened, like a fossilized piece of wood, wise and thick skinned, for the shit I have been through and felt mangles my mind. The love that I pour out, from the beginning to the end ...every time. It’s Monday so let’s motivate, let’s motivate to forgive. Forgive yourself, a family member, and ex, a friend you haven’t spoke to you in a really long time. Take the time to really think about who and why you want to forgive them now. I’ve come to the conclusion that if I hold onto all the anger and hate that goes along with a grudge. I’ll never be able to assist other people in their plight for acceptance. So when you have a moment anytime this week sit back and find yourself in a very good space and then ask yourself these questions: Who/What do I need to forgive? Why should they I forgive them/it? What happened that made me need to forgive? When / how long ago did it happen? Take a deep breath and use this as your meditation focus today/tonight. Take as long as you need . Love yourself . Accept . Attempting to forgive is growth. Be Well~Wonder